How many times throughout our lives do we stop for a minute to try and understand what exactly it is that we need? We go to bed at night wondering if it is all real or is just some impossibly unreachable desire, dangling there only to say that it isn't, but still appears to be...deception? There is a light that we all search for that will remove the darkness to make our world free and happy. The light is within, the soul, the very center of yourself. Find it and you've discovered that what we've been taught all of our lives about "What is" is really what you make it. It's your own awakening, your enlightening, your truth about how you are what you want.
Why do we feel empty? What is it that feels lonely? I Myself feel a constant current flowing through my center to attach every possible second of my life to another individual, an individual who fills what it is thats lonely and empty inside of me. You see others who need their moments for themselves. Could they be selfish, still unhappy desires that deceive us and make us feel that our aloneness is the issue ?
What is the point of not sharing every possible moment with someone who makes you feel...not empty. We always seem too busy with everything all around us, we sometimes forget our own happiness, or what our own happiness would be like. I'm the guy right now sitting here contemplating what about what makes me...full, is uncontrollable . I'm a guy that knows every single thing outside of my reality means absolutely nothing. Does it mean that I am neglecting the world in motion? No. It means the world in motion doesn't have any significance to me if I'm not able to share or express my most genuine thoughts with the individual I want to spend all my time with. The thoughts from who I am and to who I can most be...me.
It's cold when there isn't a smile during a moment that would be remembered forever, it's hollow when you can't sit down after a hard day, relax at home and discuss the moments together that have passed. If you pay attention to how many "moments" there actually are, you would realize that all you'll ever need to make every single nanosecond of your life, no matter the setting or circumstance, the struggle or heartache, the seemingly impossible walls needed to overcome, is to embrace the unspoken truth that You, Me, Him and Her are way less than what everything else says we should be. It is about understanding that there is someone for everyone. That equally imperfect, deeper than soulmate connection to another that can't be explained, made sense of, or even broken. It just is and will always be. Maybe I'm the only one feeling this way or maybe I'm just not making any sense ...I dont know, but I know what I feel and if anyone can relate to what I have said...then you feel it too and it's good to know that happiness is not extinct. Truth be told...thats what its really all about. Why not? What else is there?
