From the Heart

I've been wondering why do people accuse other people of being crazy? Yes, I am guilty of it also. It just confuses me because who is a man to say whether or not another man is "normal" ? What is normal anyway? A perception someone has of one being right? Or even a group (society) of people who try to act like each other to feel good about themselves.

I'm not like anyone, I don't dress like anyone, I don't have a common "swag" , some of my experiences may be similar to others, but I think that if the majority of people shared some of my views ( which is not to say I'm right or wrong) I think there would be a vast amount of compassion and sincerity and I feel one's ability to endure would expand. In short, more love.

I've hurt a lot of people along my journey understanding love but it has helped me. It sounds selfish but maybe that is what I truly needed to go through to understand what not to be and become who I am today.

I've realized the love I have today is for the ones really there to help me along my way. I cannot begin to describe what the feeling is like, because it is a greater feeling then I'll probably ever know again. I have been looking this whole time for someone to lift my spirits not knowing they have been there for me my whole life. All I've really been looking for is someone to experience new things through life with. I'll always have love, I want companionship. The trouble is I don't think true companionship is plentiful in this day an age. Negativity, lust and greed occupy the minds of most and leave little room for true dedication to another persons heart.

As my patience grows short, my mind gets clearer I see more and more of today and tomorrow. I begin to separate emotions from thought. I had a discussion today about faith and the only thing concluded from it was that so many people are close minded and seem to have no room for others opinion, They're right and I'm wrong! I'm learning to accept that a lot of individuals are set in their beliefs and if I just pay attention to what I believe in maybe I'll enjoy a lot more. Stop worrying about what people think except to protect me and my loved ones well being.

Once again, organize thoughts and feelings and I WILL accomplish what I don't know is ahead of me! Be who I am and what I know I can be!
I want to fill up my slot with a lot of experience to pass on!